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    10/12/2009

    10.12

    因为中秋跟国庆碰到了一起
    第一次在家度过这么长的假期
    也是我来北京以后的6年第一次在家过中秋
    随着渐渐长大
    每次回家围绕的我的问题也有些变化
    从最初的问学业到现在的问生活和工作
    对于我来说
    似乎一些都未有多大的变化
    一直不敢去面对已经长大到可以嫁人成为人母的程度
    所以
    一直以来把北京当作了世外桃源
    在这逃避一些世俗的想法和做法
    过着自己带有理想注意色彩的生活
     
    我不是幼稚
    甚至我很明白很懂得我可以怎样活的更好
    我只是不愿意
    倔强的过着任性忘为的生活
     
    我不知道如何去转变这样的角色
    我也知道刻意的转变是不可取的
    但是我知道我是不敢面对
    逃避不是办法
    可如何是好

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    Tracy 主wrote:
    和我回家的感觉一样,固执着坚持着自己的坚持
    Oct. 12

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